New to paradise

Today's soundtrack: the gentle gurgle of water pouring into the pool (from the beak of a golden swan) overlaid with the incantational vibration of bamboo xylophone. I am new to paradise. Sun-deprived, grey and gaunt. Laden with programmes and modules. Haunted by alignments and dependencies. Galloping from one experience to another, in fear of missing the ultimate one. Hungry, itchy, greedy for simplicity, normality and peace of mind.
The people of Bali only look at me and smile. As if to say: "No rush. You'll get there."

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